Untitled

I want to change. Change before is too late.

I want to dream. Dream and Achieve

Fulfill my dreams,  Become who I am supposed to be

I want to live. I need to achieve my fate

I need to escape from this cage

I need to know what it is that matters most

I must strive each day, forget about fear and rage

I need to find my place for today I am lost

I fight the dark voices that since childhood I have fed

I try so hard to win my mind back

But the force and the will to win I lack

Being Afraid that I will end up dead

The battle inside me makes me weak

I feel I will end up losing my mind

In my heart, everything seems bleak

Desolation, is all I can find

Before darkness ends up consuming me

Before I join the land beneath my feet

Before my heart gives its last beat

Before my eyes close and I cease to be.

Suddenly I see a ray of clarity

I am blessed with a glimpse of sanity

I have for so long been living for myself

I have not cared for anyone else

The voices tell me there is only darkness inside me

I start to think they might be right

So I pray to the Lord with all my might

That I become who I was meant to be

Fear haunts me but it also haunts my brothers

If my heart is to stop one day

Let it be that I will find my way

By giving my life to others

Darkness and rage may haunt this world

But They will not rob me from the love I want to give

Even with Darkness and rage, thunder and cold

I will rise up and fight to live

The Good Shepherd never stops calling me

And I will finally answer His call

As darkness is forever banished from our land

From my own ashes I will once again stand